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| i left out a lot of details... not because i don't want you to know what happened, but i just don't remember most of what did happen
it's been about a week since the last update
Dec 13 - like any other day
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longboarded at a parking garage
i was pretty excited to board, but when i got there, i didn't really feel like it
steven got hurt again
shen got bloodied
hope both of them feel better
went to loft, got a text from gui
grandpa passed away around 3p
maybe that's why i didn't feel like boarding then?
“Acceptance is not submission; it is acknowledgement of the facts of a situation. Then deciding what you're going to do about it.” - Kathleen Casey Theisen
Dec 12 - movies night
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read books
hung out with steven
watched movies
Dec 11 - patrick: drinking age acquired!
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went to the concert for the music peoples
broomball at 10p
patrick's bday afterward... lol
(older) friends are funny when they drink :P
Dec 8 - dart and dart
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had to pick up steven, oz, and max at mockingbird dart station that night
apparently oz and max didn't have their dart pass lol fail | | |
| i used to be so good at updating everyday
now i don't know what happened
lol i guess i'm getting old or something
Dec 6 - QUICKLY BEFORE THE FOG ROLLS IN (it really was foggy at night though!)
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sunday school felt like there were less people there (WHERE DID EVERYBODY GO??)
actually, sunday school was like course evaluation day lol
went with evonne and anna to get some tapioca before we left since we needed to study
ate with them (+jt) for dinner at the dining hall
didn't really eat much though... there really wasn't much out that i wanted to eat
felt like a mushroom when i stuck the umbrella in my peacoat lol it's very hard to see though
took anna and steven to loft
anna said the message kinda correlated with dcbc's sermon
slept at 12ish (THAT'S EARLY OMG!!)
then woke up today to do my final paper and now i'm gonna go buy some bubbles for the preschoolers for jumpstart
haha bubbles!!
Dec 5 - LEAVE YOUR STUPID COMMENTS IN YOUR POCKET!!
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woke up and pretty much asked evonne if i could longboard
yep, pretty much lol
then had lunch with her and anna
afterwards, i went to the library to get some studying done, but i think i had food coma, so i fell asleep for a bit lol
then went with tracy and oliver to listen to the honors student's piano recital (and also theirs)
it was good, but kinda long lol
then went to oliver's apt since his mom decided to cook for us
i would've gone longboarding with some of the gang, but i needed to at least get some studying done
watched stargate movie, but i only watched like the beginning and ending half (basically i missed the essential middle part when i went studying) LOL
steven decided to come over randomly.. unexpected!
so was when i apparently scared him when i noticed that he already parked and i ran up to his window suddenly
apparently he didn't see me because he was about to put on his glasses or something
watched him play some doom 3 (haha i haven't watched anybody play scary games in a while.. it's kinda fun to XD)
then watched the room ... BEST WORST MOVIE EVER
very quotable hahaha
he kept rewinding on some parts though lol you're so dumb | | |
| yeah, i know, i should update like everyday, but i always forget, so i've been updating more than one day for one entry lol
Dec 4 - I'VE BEEN HAD / ARGH, FOILED AGAIN!!
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had a meeting at 12 for jumpstart to get like christmas gifts for the kids (yay toys!!)
then had bio workshop to know what's gonna be on the final
boarded with chris around atec/res hall parking lot
kinda learned how to do the manual, but i still need to learn the basics better
played a bit of pool, then went to read a bit for ochem
met up with steven to go to stonebriar to hang out and watch a movie
walked around talking about teens and how weird they are.. lol i don't remember being that weird when i was a teen
but then again, i didn't always go to the mall to hang out with friends lol nor did i have an iphone XD
watched fantastic mr. fox lol that was a pretty good movie.. very random too :D
the only thing that sucked was that the screen wasn't centered, so we couldn't see the bottom part of the movie :\
boarded with steven at the parking lot between nserl and atec buildings (pretty good area when there aren't cars around lol)
it was about 29 degrees outside at that time (around like 12-1is)
too bad it didn't snow haha
darn houston peeps XD
Dec 3 - More Bruises
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daily school schedule and went with jt (haha, sorry for calling him johnny/jonathan XD) to board around the phase 3 parking lot
sigh, just as we were about to leave, i fell and scraped my knees lol fail
it kinda sucks that skin gets abrasions so easily and pants don't really get damaged
at least pants and long sleeves kinda protect the skin.. haha
went to night class expecting class except there wasn't, so went to last iv meeting
seems like a lot of people are going through hard times.. maybe i'm just overgeneralizing, but it just seems like it
especially when it involves loved ones.. that's always hard
after iv, we just boarded outside the clubhouse lol it's like a gang
we were supposed to go to denny's at like 10ish, but we finally went around 11:12 or so haha
it was fun :) | | |
| here's the link to the song
EDIT: LAZY PERSON WANTS RECENT POST ON TOP :P
Dec 2
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i slept over at anna's dorm yesterday, so i woke up to apeksha saying, "OMG IT'S SNOWING!!"
yeah, it was pretty cool
also, i figured out why i haven't been waking up to my phone alarms...
they never rang. FAIL LOL
went to work (more like i can go whenever i want) to do the jumpstart CAT (classroom assisting time)
CAT time would be redundant
during that time, they had the radio on on klty and i heard "how many kings" by downhere (posted the link at top as reference or something)
i remember hearing it like sometime last summer, but i forgot to write it down, so i didn't remember until today
it's a good song and a good reminder, too :)
drove back around since the kids nap around 12-3ish and played one game of pool before meeting up with elise (from jumpstart) to go to work again LOL (mostly because i forgot to take stuff to read while i was there..)
came back and ate dinner with anna, evonne, and chris
it's so nice to be back together again.. haven't been in so long
before we went to eat, we met steven and oz at the pub pool tables...
and it took forever for them to finish the 8-ball LOL
oh yeah, and CHUBBY BUNNY WITH TOMATOES LOL WHAT THE HECK
now i need to do my essay and study... some more.. hahaha
Nov 30
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i actually don't remember much from this day for some reason
all i really do remember is that before jumpstart session began, i started feeling bad
i couldn't find the word to describe how i felt (because i don't think there was specific feeling i felt that i could describe)
so if you felt like i was off that evening, please don't think it's because i was angry at you (i wasn't)
i just didn't feel well
that night, i texted steven that i was sorry for leaving so suddenly (since i met him at the atec building boarding around when i was heading back to my car), and he texted back something along the lines of "it's cool. do you want to talk about something?"
it probably sounds really trivial, but for some really strange reason, i started crying :\
it wasn't like crying my heart out or anything, but like very mildly
i was surprised that i did cry, but i guess i was really frustrated that i couldn't find at least ONE WORD to describe how i felt (maybe that's the reason that i cried)
i think this part i'm replying to steven's question:
no, i don't think that since i know people are reading my blog that i'd feel less inclined to blog (okay, maybe save a few things that i'd post as "protected", but i haven't done that for a long time)
actually, i feel like i can post about how i feel a lot more on my blog.. i don't know why, really
i know usually it'd be something like... getting to know someone more in person rather than through their blog...
but i the way i see it is that it's actually really, really, really, really easy for people to, i guess, put up an extremely good mask on how happy they seem to be
and maybe that's why i don't mind (nor do i feel awkward) that i post so liberally
it's kinda hard that we have to be happy all the time in public (even if we're really not), and i guess the reason why i allow my blog to be so public is because i just want people to really know what i'm really feeling?
but i suppose an easy way instead of reading through all of this is to just ask me how i am because usually i'd tell you how i am unless i don't know you that well, then maybe i'd just say fine
but like spock says, "... And 'fine' has variable definitions. 'Fine' is unacceptable."
lol i'm probably rambling.. oh well, that's what you wanted, right? :) | | |
| bros and mom came to escort me back home, so they stayed at my apt for a night
we played settlers of catan
it's really fun, but long (but it's fun!)
woke up the next day to drive back
I NEED TO MAKE MY SAFETY SUNGLASSES LOL XD
i gotta get the window tint film stuff though (which i don't need much of, just enough to cover the lens part, hahaha)
man, i pretty much spent half my day driving back lol
then went to a church family's house for thanksgiving with a lot of other church peoples (and other people i don't recognize, probably friends of friends)
today (nov 27) we had our annual turkey bowl at church
for those of you who don't know, we get together and play flag football
it was pretty fun, but it seemed like there were less people this year
our dog woke me up by licking my face
mmm... it's like already washing your face in the morning! lol jk
hmm, i don't think i really did much else today except read a book
then my family played catan for three hours LOL
my mom gets pretty into it
it's nice to a physical home to come back to, but home is where the heart is, right?
oh, yeah, side note..
i don't know how, but two of my knuckles on my right hand are like pink-red as if i scraped them or something
i don't recall (and it wasn't from when i fell off the skateboard) when i got it either... hmm...
it's annoying and very dry | | |
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